welcome to the show

I have literally, not posted on here for ages. so here it goes. I have a new job. starts tomorrow. I will be a P.F. Changs employee. woot. Also I Saw the movie stardust today with the family. I thought it was an excellent movie. If it is a book as well I do want to read it.

A cold night in Bethlehem.

(Bethlehem, a small town in upper New york state. The place, a restaarant known as the ginger man. The time, 12:48 am)
Johnny: You know I was coming in tonight to pick up the package. Why would you go and try to run with it.
(looking down upon a beaten up old man)
Old man: I won't give this away to the likes of you. You and your boss can go kiss my ass.
(the old man spits on Johnny's new suede shoes. Johnny looks a little disapointed)
Johnny: Now look what you gone and done. (begins to kick the old man) YOU...SPIT...ON...MY...GOD DAMN...NEW...SHOES.....
(continues to kick the old man, till he starts to cough up blood, Johnny looks at him with disgust)
Johnny: It doesn't matter anymore if you try and hide the package. Mr Xanatos is going to be receiving some good news in a little while. (Leans down to the old man's head)mainly that a certain old man, won't be bothering him anymore.
(Johnny stands right back up again and pulls a .357 magnum revolver out of his pocket)
Johnny: Arivederci ....Papa.
(shoots three rounds into the old man. There is a long pause after the shots are fired. a man comes from around the corner)

Bruno: Hey Johnny, we better split. the cops will be here soon.
Johnny: In a minute Bruno. Just want to pay my respects.


The end.

This is just s short of a mafia idea I had in my head. I don't intend to make another one. But I hope you like this one.

Today on the lifetime channel, woman who marryy abusers shitfucks and the offshore cheater. what the fuck. all these movies have opne thing in common. They make me wonder why lifetime is having a crappy movie marathon.

I live on my own. I really didn't realize it at first. I mean I know I did, but it didn't sink in yet.

Today, since I had the day off I decided to take a ncie long walk around my new area. Within 5 hours, I found one really cool comic book shop (hard to find those anymore), a really good outlet store that is reasonably priced (note to self, take best friend there for a shopping day), a superfresh, a video rental store, and two laundromats that are less expensive than the ones in my old neighborhood.

All in all, it was a good day. the weather was lovely, the walking was good excersise, and best of all I enjoyed myself. The only thing taht would make this place much better is if my best friend were to move over to here with me. But for now I go visit her.

It is weird. I guess I wasn't expecting all of this. I mean it's nice don't get me wrong, but I never would have imagined this happening in a thousand years.

(on a side note: I will not be going to Katsucon. I just can't afford to, so I am hoping they will give me a return on my ticket. I can only hope. and to be honest I need to focus on my living expenses before I can do anything frivalous for a while.)

Let's see what else. Oh I think I am closer to what kind of online show I want to make. It is a cross between a drama/fanstay type deal. BUt it may just end up as being a drama. But I will still need to find people who are interested in being in this show. I only plan to make each one like 15 minutes long if I can. we will see how it goes. still far away before I can do that.

Man I'm hungry. I am gonna wrap this up so I can head to the seven eleven and get myself something to eat. I have three new ideas for cosplay. Gendou Ikari from Evangelion, Asuma from Naruto, Sven Volfied from black cat. I plan on loosing alot of weight for each of these characters and making there costumes as well. let's see how that goes.

Ok so I have said this before but I really really want to now. I want to make short online films like everyone has been doing. All I need is the video camera and people wanting and willing to do it. Problem is I don't know many people who would be interested in participating. I don't have an idea yet either as to what kind of online film I might do. I could do an otaku kinda show, but something tells me that wouldn't go so far. I am still coming up with ideas so it will be a while, but by march I plan on starting to make my own online shows. of course I will post them on youtube, because it has stolen my soul. Anyway, just wanted to make this post before I head out to a wedding. ugh. talk to you all later.


p.s. anyone who wishes to give me a call can do so on my cell phone before 5 pm.

if you don't know my number it is 443 710 1893.

bye for now.

I will be heading off to a-usa for the next three days. sadly I will have to go to work that sunday evening. but I needs the money. But this will still be a fun three days:). I will be with 4 of my favorite people. You know who you are.:). speanding a great amount of time hanging out and going to eat food. Now after that I will be staying at my grandma's house till friday, yet again, because of a wedding I will be attending. I wouldn't mind so much; it's just that I have no recollection of ever saying I would go. somehow I think I was tricked. but eh who cares. after that, it will be nothing but working my butt off and eating when I can.

Ok so before I mention the 5 things I must add this. I have been stressed out because of number 3. so if I snapped or looked like I was mad at you I wasn't. just really busy.

Now here are the 5 things

Number 1: I am moving. It is a nice apt in glen burnie maryland taht is in close distance to a bus, a supermarket, and loads of entertainment stuff.

Number 2: I may quit the uno's. We will see how the next few weeks to three months go. but I think it is a safe bet that I will quit.

Number 3: Moving away from my family and friends. Now to be honest I will not be that far away. but it is going to be hard. If you asked me two months ago if I would be moving, the answer would be no. I would not have expected this in a million years.

Number 4: Anime-usa. I am soo excited:). Not only will I be seeing friends from other cons there, but my best friend will be coming along, as well as my brother and two more friends of ours.

number 5: this massive fucking headache. GAWD DAMMIT. my head has been hurting for weeks now. it sucks.

(Omiitted number 6: christmas. This is going to be a very hard christmas. but I think I can pull it off. I just need to not spend so much on everyone and focus on the ones that will count. You know who you are.)

Ok. I think taht about sums it up. until I have internet I will not be able to check replies or anything. so I will get back as soon as I can.

Origato Gozaimaste

It's November 23 1987. I remember because it was very crisp in the air and the smell of pumpkins and christmas was in the air. why christmas? Well it just smelled of it. I decided to take a walk along the pond right behind our house when I noticed that there was someone down there already. I walked up to her. She turned with a somewhat startled look. " I'm sorry. I didn't mean to startle you" I told her. " OH no it's my fault. I didn't mean to just walk up onto your property. It's just that I live in the house right besides yours; and whenever I look out the window I always like to gaze over the pond. and today I decided to come and get a closer look. As she was explaining herself I couldn't help but notice that she was smiling very sweetly. She had a very sincere smile about her that made me think of white roses and the fall weather.

" My names John, by the way" I introduced. "My name is Olivia Dodgeson".
" Have you been living next door long Olivia", I asked. " No.I only moved in about a month and a half ago. I moved here from Middleborro Maryland", she said. We talked for hours about where we each came from, and our families and our experiences. before long 6 hours had past and it was starting to get dark.

" Well I should be heading inside. It was nice meeting you." I said to her. " likewise John. I hope we can do this again tomorrow" She spoke with a look of admiration in her words. " I would like that very much."

" By the way. I wanted to ask. How you died?" I asked her. " I was killed in an accident involving a toaster and water I spilled on the floor. Yourself?" "I died of a heart attack" I said smiling back. " See you tomorrow same time?" she aksed. " I will be looking forward to it" I finished.



Stories from Heaven.


This is the story of John and Olivia. Two characters who were inspired by the movie The Lake House.
I know a love story is a bit cliche, so I decided to do something along the lines of an afterlife love story. You never really know what happens when you reach heaven. You only have an idea of what could happen. well what would happen if you found love. This is going to be the story of these two throughout the course of a couple months in heaven. More characters will be added, but will not likely have large roles. I hope you guys like the story. I will try my best to make it very intersting.

Edited version 1.5


I havent made an update in a while so I figured I would with new icons I made recently.
In no particular order we have loveless, Ouran host club, Naruto, Full metal alchemist, Peacemaker, and Wild Adapter

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Hye guys. it has been a fucking long time since I have updated this thing. I guess it just goes to show. I dont like to writ that much. but I do love to draw. I have been making these wierd doodles latley. and If I do say so myself they have been quite interesting. I will scan them onto my computer when I get the chance. in the meantime, I have been working latley. This means that I have not had a lot of time to be sociable with a lot of people. I wnat to be but its a matter of timing I guess you could say. People don't seem to realize thatwhen you work, you lose the thrill of going out everynight to someones house or some fancy party. plus having to save money is never fun. But that is it for work

the summer was excellent. I had such a good time. although I worked during the summer, I did make some time to go and travel. I went to idianna for the first time as well as visited the inner harbor a few times. I went to otakon, and purchased a butt load of anime and manga and spent time with close friends. all in all a good summer.

I am gonna try something new for the rest of the summer. every two days I will post on here a short story that comes in my head. for the most part it is only going to be one story and it will involve 3-5 characters. all of which I have no idea who they are but they are in my head right now dancing around a bit and laughing. I do however know there names. Jordyn, Ranx, Selena, Michael, Josh, and Sam. The story is called "A Tale of Five Dreams". I will begin the first segment later tonight and if it goes well, it may continue on through the summer till christmas. But let's see how it goes first.


Here is just a small spoiler of what I am going to have in there

( Dream 1 )

ok folks so here's what's up. for three days I will not be at a omputer. so if you need to reach me my cell is 443-538-7945. and while I know what I am doing is crazy, if I don't answer the phone, it means I don't recognize the number so leave a message.

10 characters (in no particular order) that I would sleep with, then tag five people to do the same... Stolen from seren.

01.. Koryaku Shunshie-Long live lazy sexy people
02.. Aizen -Just cause guys with glasses are hot
03.. Logan from the xmen- I like hairy guys
04.. Roy Mustang- why. becuase I like him
05.. Mace Windu- why not
06.. I choose you pikachu...er...I mean...er....Hideki Motosuwa from Chobits
07.. Draco Malfoy- By now he is old enough for me.
08.. Kisuke Urahara- he's just so cutes
09.. Haku from Naruto. he's cute
10.. Sven from Black Cat

I tags bam2, Sandz, c-girl,Tokaji Kyoden,and Lostfeyth to do this as well. have funs

good and bad news. good news is that I just had a good mothers day with my mom. bad news is I just found out I just failed my business law class. which is super considering I busted my ass for that class. which means one I dont have a final and two the fucker didn't even bother to send an email letting us know he changed the fucking date. so alot of us failed. Now I have to let my mom know I failed the class. great. I am so screwed.

Ok so here is the news so far. Depending on my business Final, I may or may not get a B. if anything I will get C. which is fine by me, as long as I pass. I know I will pass my computer class. no doubt about that. As for my english class, the first one I will pass , only becuase I know I worked my ass off for the final we had today, and the second class I did so much shit for my portfolio that it isn't even funny. now business law, I need to finish that up and then I pass. It will most likely be a c but hey it's passing.

Ok so here is the scoop on my life so far. Well, I have a job now. I work as a host at uno's well I will be once I finish my test. yes that's right people. Uno's requires all it's hirees to perform a test to make sure you are qualified to work in their establishment. But it's all good. cause I get's paid the mad cash money's. and for other updates. looks like yaoi and lumos conventionm are out. I didn't get a job in time and my fed and State tax returns turned out to be owed. But otakon and anime-usa are still going to happen. Now all I have to do is pay my damn ticket to otakon and stop procrastinating about it. let's us see. other than that, I can't think of anything else which is needed to be updated on. hmmm. oh well I am sure I will think of something. until then enjoy folks.

It's all about Bocelli. Suc an awesome singer. Beautiful, captivating, inspirational, and by far one of the most beautiful voices I may ever hear in my entore life. The song he sang for American idol (I already know what your thinking, WHAT ARE YOU DOING WATCHING THAT SHOW, well I got some news for ya people. they have some excellent performers who guest star for the contestants. I will watch them only for that reason) was so entrancing, that I want to start singing opera. I am already training my voice, but I want to sing operatas again. maybe some of bocelli's songs

Either tomorrow or thursday. I will be placing adds for actors to partake in a project involving three songs I have chosen. two are only a minute. the last song is about 4 minutes. Why do you ask. well I plan on making a fan based, movie for otakon. or at least a fan based music video. I will be looking over the criteria for the fan based movie tonight when I get back on the internet and then make my plans there. besides just actors I will be looking for crew members to assist me in any way they can. I know I have a few people who have stated that they would be able to help. now I just need to find a few more. as well as rent a video camera for the entire thing. I hope this works. I would not want to be left high and dry. this is going to be a fun project for me, and I hope an equally fun project for all of those who participate in this. any ideas arew welcome if you wish to reply back with some.

I have some bad news people. Because of my previous job (rite aid). not talking out federal taxes for a month straight, I now owe money to the IRS. what the f*&(%(#)g hell is this bullshit. So I get no money back on either federal or state taxes. Just f&^*$($#&%g terrific.

I hear there is a short story contest for the BLBT community in baltimore. whether or not it is true I don't know yet. I will have to check it out later. But in the meantime, I have been thinking of some ideas for a short story. titles mainly, but fomr titles come ideas. At least that is the case for me. My first title so far is "A drag Queen Named Joe"